"A writer to be reckoned with." --Kathleen Glasgow, author of Girl in Pieces and You'd Be Home Now A heartbreaking, hopeful, and timely novel about...

"A writer to be reckoned with." --Kathleen Glasgow, author of Girl in Pieces and You'd Be Home Now

A heartbreaking, hopeful, and timely novel about facing family secrets, healing from trauma, and falling in love, from the award-winning author of How It Feels to Float

George's life is loud. On the water, though, with everything hushed above and below, she is steady, silent. Then her estranged dad says he needs to talk, and George's past begins to wake up, looping around her ankles, trying to drag her under.

But there's no time to sink. George's best friend, Tess, is about to become, officially, a teen mom, her friend Laz is in despair about the climate crisis, her gramps would literally misplace his teeth if not for her, and her moms fill the house with fuss and chatter. Before long, heat and smoke join the noise as dis­tant wildfires begin to burn.

George tries to stay steady. When her father tells her his news and the painful memo­ries roar back to life, George turns to Calliope, the girl who has just cartwheeled into her world and shot it through with colors. And it's here George would stay--quiet and safe--if she could. But then Tess has her baby, and the earth burns hotter, and the past just will not stay put.

A novel about the contours of friendship, family, forgiveness, trauma, and love, and about our hopeless, hopeful world, Helena Fox's gorgeous follow-up to How It Feels to Float explores the stories we suppress and the stories we speak--and the healing that comes when we voice the things we've kept quiet for so long.

"Compelling and arresting" --Shelf Awareness (starred review)
"Powerful, heart-tugging" --Books+Publishing
"As deeply enjoyable as it is reflective . . . sweet and yet emotionally mature" --BCCB
"Brilliant" --Utopia State of Mind
"A sensitive portrayal of complex PTSD" --Booklist
"Lyrical and evocative . . . Vivid" --Kirkus
"Heartbreaking yet uplifting and hopeful . . . Highly recommend[ed] --EveryQueer.com

Author: Helena Fox
Publisher: Dial Books
Published: 03/28/2023
Pages: 400
Binding Type: Hardcover
Weight: 1.10lbs
Size: 8.30h x 5.80w x 1.50d
ISBN: 9780593354582
Audience: Young Adult


Review Citation(s):
Kirkus Reviews 01/15/2023
Publishers Weekly 01/30/2023
Bulletin of Ctr for Child Bks 03/01/2023
Booklist 03/15/2023 pg. 48
Shelf Awareness 03/31/2023

About the Author
Helena Fox lives by the ocean on Dharawal Country in Wollongong, Australia. She mentors young writers and runs writing workshops to support mental health. Helena's debut novel, How It Feels to Float, won the Prime Minister's Literary Award and Victorian Premier's Literary Award for Writing for Young Adults in Australia, and was a Kirkus Best Book of the Year and Chicago Public Library Best Book of the Year in the U.S. Helena received her MFA in Creative Writing from Warren Wilson College. She can be found mostly on Instagram at @helenafoxoz, posting pictures of the sea and talking about kindness.