An insider's true story of the "Orgasm cult" - written in the shadow of the 2025 federal conviction.At twenty-four, he was broke, anxious, and sexually...

An insider's true story of the "Orgasm cult" - written in the shadow of the 2025 federal conviction.

At twenty-four, he was broke, anxious, and sexually dysfunctional. A postcard advertising a "Meetup on Female Orgasm" seemed absurd. He went anyway. What he found changed everything.

Within months, he transformed from socially awkward to confident "stroker" living in an orgasm commune in Manhattan. The women were radiant and sexually empowered. The men possessed an almost supernatural ability to "feel" what others wanted. Every conversation was vulnerable. Every moment alive with sensation. It felt like he'd found the cheat codes to human connection.

But there was a price he couldn't see yet.

This raw, untold memoir reveals the real story not covered in Netflix's Orgasm Inc.

The Netflix documentary told you it was a cult.

The Bloomberg investigation exposed the crimes.

The FBI built the case.

But no one has shown you how it actually worked from the inside - until now.

This is the primary source account. Two years inside at the peak.

The complete psychological architecture of how intelligent people get seduced, transformed, and nearly destroyed.

Not a victim interview looking back.

The story shows how intelligent people get trapped in high-control groups. How the same methods used to help people can be weaponized to control them. How trauma and transformation can be impossible to separate.

This is the nuanced, uncomfortable truth that most coverage misses.

Author: Ruwan Meepagala
Publisher: Subversalist Publishing
Published: 10/31/2025
Pages: 292
Binding Type: Paperback
Weight: 0.87lbs
Size: 9.00h x 6.00w x 0.61d
ISBN: 9798993442600

About the Author
Meepagala, Ruwan: - "Ruwan Meepagala is a writer, coach, and host of The Ruwando Podcast: Psychology for Men with Brains and Balls. Since 2013, he's coached hundreds of people on intimacy, purpose, and masculinity.Ruwan spent two years inside the infamous wellness organization OneTaste - an experience that became the foundation for Orgsm: A Memoir. He's been featured in Playboy, Bloomberg, and the BBC for his unfiltered honesty about desire, power, and belief.When he's not writing about sex cults or existential philosophy, he's playing chess, rolling around on a Jiu Jitsu mat, or trying to build something lopsided in his workshop. He travels the world with his wife and two kids."