A shocking true story of abuse, gender confusion... and hope.

"In this current environment of fear, panic and anxiety, suicide, and the spirit of death and hell clashing with God's message of hope, this book is a tool that points towards God's power over death." -Vania Lamont, Baylys Beach

"It is raw, it is challenging, it is distressing at times, but it is also full of hope, it is powerful-and it is straight from the heart.." -Bob McCoskrie, National Director, Family First NZ www.familyfirst.nz

"God was convicting me to forgive him. Right there. Right then. I was so conflicted and tormented. I was a heart divided. I was once again in the middle of where love and hate collided... We need to nurture the lost, the hurting, the messy, the escapees, the hard, the runners, the dejected, the used and the abused, the used up, the forgotten, the never-loved, the invisible, and the nothings. We need to nurture them on the journey from outcasts to overcomers... I believe that writing this book has helped to heal my heart, and who knows; maybe you will find some healing in it too." -Carmel Hickling, author A Heart Divided